:( off to kl u go :(
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
4:01 PM
while sleeping suddenly my hp sounded as i received a text msg and hoping it was her,and it is her!saying"morning kudutz!!im off to kl..c ya..mish ya!!"so thinking that she's moving off any time soon so i decided to text her and see if i am lucky enough to get through her before leaving,she replied saying that she's moving off tonight,so the texting continued,critisizing each other,comments about both of us,fairy tales stories to be heard from her as usual,this and that....bla,bla,bla...slowly,knowing the truth out of her for after so long,she says that im still in her heart and nothing could change that,is it just a saying to make me feel secure?or just messing around?well after a couple of msges thats where i know how she felt towards me,everything has change between us.how i wished i've known u now not then so that i'll not go through what im going through now,it hurts real bad everytime i tend to recall everything,damn.i just love u too much and that's why this feeling just cant be erase from me.
i wanna forget u totally but no,u keep messing up in my mind!why?!?!why u?why cant i move on with some other girls???u messed up my life totally.why cant we just be like normal couples and instead being apart as time to time.i feel grateful n appreciated for u being apart of me and my life.i hope there is a happy ending to us in the end.thats what im hoping now.
i wanna forget u totally but no,u keep messing up in my mind!why?!?!why u?why cant i move on with some other girls???u messed up my life totally.why cant we just be like normal couples and instead being apart as time to time.i feel grateful n appreciated for u being apart of me and my life.i hope there is a happy ending to us in the end.thats what im hoping now.
Labels: i miss the old u, the old us
