as the hours flew before it reaches 12 midnight,feeling bad for not getting her any gifts for her birthday,im totally broke dude!damn!but i promised her that i would make a raincheck on getting her presents later on.there it goes watch clock at 12am and soon the date sets in at 280409.quickly grab my phone to text her and her friend phone just in case she didnt receive my text on her phone.but still silence occur after texting,no reply.guess she's out celebrating with her friends.i decided to give it one last go after that its up to her whether on replying or not,as soon as i reached home i received a text from her using her friend hp,so we texted and she told me that she was at grandlink with her friends celebrating and it was unexpected that her ex or watsoeva had planned her birthday and gave her a surprise,but indeed she told me that however she doesnt want to mit him and somehow she would fly off to tamp to meet me and its like whatever dude.soon however they went to shenton way to party world to "karaoke"wit her "ex-bf"and friends.its like they are having some good time together or shit.but still the texting keeps going on and then she called me and we had a short conversation and hung up.as she promised to call me as soon as she's done.waited till fell asleep,looks like she's njoying her birthday,thats good for her.
(fuck up feelings)
ever felt like shit running through ur entire body when the other party is messing with your feelings.it sucks dude.especially for me,confusing,complicating situations right now,she doesnt want any commitment right now,so dont pin on any hopes for me,ignore me please,i dont want to feel anymore any of those feeling once shattered every bits n pieces of me,yes i do love you but i dont wanna get trap in ur world animore with ur lies and everything but the other side of me just love u too much and cant avoid the positives feelings for u.what shall i do?
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