well things have been going so smoothly all this few weeks for me,been working every single fucking day and it gonna make have a body breakdown,its true what azroy says"everytime when we woke up its already 4pm in the afternoon and its time for us to head to work.must admit it its fun working there but the time is just not suitable for what my age is!!!i am going to turn 23yrs old soon and still with no stable job??what will become of me in the future?!?!the stupidest mistakes i've done is to sacrifice my previous job as and "fashion advisor" was a total mess,if its not because of that bitch i'll would be still be working there and futheremore hv became a "senior fashion advisor"thanks to you"nadilah"this is what i've became right now,but i learnt from my biggest mistakes is nvr care about others unless u hv cared about yourself,once u trip u can always get back on your knees and realised the mistakes u've done but just dont rip where else there no chance for u to even open your eyes!!
(heaven and earth)
i am targetting my self to get a proper job by end of this year as i need to support myself from next year as my mom and dad is migrating over to canada,its so sad that i hv to see my parents leave but dad "akon" has got an offer there,they ask me to tag along there but what the hell im gonna be as over at canada???road sweeper?waiter??druglord??im damn confused right now about my life coz god has been giving me such task that i myself cant even resist :( is it because of influence??i guess not.whatever i do or be a bad person i'll will not drag any of my friends into the picture unless it goes with the majority,haha..it seems like working over at el-sheik its the same working at st james as a bartender like i used to work as,bored!!bored!!bored!! no night life all wasted to all my working hours.but i will still not give up on my skateboarding eventhought i got a stable job,i misused all my wasted 6 years becoming a waste,just to think of it what would i hv become if i didnt mix with bad company and just skate till now?would hv became a "progol" man!!but wat done is undone its too late to regret it now i'll just have to take it easy and not let history repeat itself,finally i am living happily and feeling with no despairs and heartbroken no more i hv already put everythink in the past and lead a brand new life with my new fellow crews all thanks to acoy for introducing me to them if it is not because of acoy and SSL CREW i dont noe what i have become or mix with other inappropiate companys!!thanks acoy,nalo,ryan,gadget,zaki,arep and much2 more!!without u guys i would not have led this happy and undisturbing life right now!!much appreciated!!:):):)
(in processing)
well right have been saving money to buy new decks,truck if enough and new bearings coz nalo is confisicating back his black panther!!!i will grant my own wishlist this mon or tues and skating all day long from there on,when there's no money to spend on i'll work for it:)yeah acoy and nalo will be getting new board soon also aproxximately same as when im going to buy it,as for zaki i bet he already laid his hand on his new burfday present that is his new board!!all of us got new board!!yeah!!!the game is on then!!
(shutting down)
this is what i've got for u guys at the moment as i'll get anything to blog about will appearing soon!!
see ya guys!!!
Labels: cant wait for monday
