DAILY RoUtInE's

NIKE SB DUDE!

2009-06-22T14:44:00.002+08:00

nothing much happen lately,hv been busy skateboarding every single day out with trkt and the aussies and kl homies.went to youth park for the "giving back event" by element.alot of things were to give away by trkt but u've to earn it.like best ledge tricks and down the stairs.decks,shoes were given out to the winners.and so the very next day they also hold up a bbq over at mpc.the place was crowded with skateboarders!alot of food to be eaten.the best part was the nick handed me out a new pair of nike sb shoes!dope man.didnt expected it thou but was really shock when he handed me the shoes.strive what u want in life and hopefully u'll get it.skate hard everyday dudes!

life of a sk8boarder

2009-06-11T08:11:00.004+08:00

been busy for the past mth,been sk8ing hard every single day ripping out the streets.going for reservist soon in two weeks time,meeting old bunk mates back again,gonna be a hell of a reservist.things changing.we have our own separate world now.finally i can get hang out of it.

momentos or pala butos?

2009-05-14T12:14:00.003+08:00

one of those photos she send me,well i decided to just post it together since there is some pic to post on my blog,lol.recall this very day,i was over at kl staying for a week with her at her place and on this very night was not the night we both expected it to be and did not went very well.we were at this bar which i could recall where it is,drinking,saw all those mat malays shuffling in the club.place was filled with butches and trans.wth.and here i am standing infront of the bar drinking.and at this point of time where the club is closing so some of her friends decided to head to centro.and we loitered outisde the club for some time and that's when this pic was taken by her friend.well as usual,she had a split personality is she tends to drink to her extend thats when the gods of shiva will morph right through her.lol.reached centro,wait for her friends to bring us in we waited out there,suddenly we had a small chat that leads to a small fight and then leads to a even bigger boxing match outside the club.lol.was f**king punch in the face till i chip off abit of my tooth,lip splitted into two.wth.she went berserk and suddenly stop when she saw blood drooling out of my mouth.if u guys would wonder why didnt i hit her back,coz i dont hit on gurls man and wont do it to any other gurls if im really angry though.i wanted to head home and grab my luggage and f**k off from her sight,and then we head home toghether,apologising from her.and so we called it a night after settling the issues.and the very next day i decided to head home.well its funny when one pic can hv alot of memories in it.well a bad one !lol

p/s:happy nampak menyundal 2 hari tk balik2.

good things in life are hard to find!

2009-05-07T15:21:00.003+08:00

so,here i am sitting right infront of my laptop typing this post while waiting the clock to struck 4.30.(sk8ing)yesterday was full of excitement for me and azroy'v.as usual we came down to chill out with our homies and suddenly the boredom strikes azroy'v mind,and he came up with a very good plan.yeah!its been quite awhile since i saw those small sticky crystal rocks burning in the light stick tube.welcome back my friend!"may i burn u slowly till u melt into a liquid form yet turn into a thick smoke and yet to smoke u??"acoy went to grab the stuff while i head home to prepare the things needed to be use.as acoy was on the way back to my cribs,lightning struck,sky was filled with red clouds.how coincidence??it came the right place at the right time.started raining.acoy was at my place assembling the "weapon" we needed to use later.it started!my room with filled with chemical smoke.looking at how thick the smoke was,excited to wait for my turn:)mango juice was just the right thing to be used in it,wth tasted like mango dude,eyes widen,music playing,placebo singing almost tripping on their music effects.can't even feel my face at some point of time.this is the feeling which i felt a few mth ago!cool!awesome!just what i needed to lessen my pain im having(sore eyes).so i and acoy continued our journey to the sweet paradise of meth.ended at almost 7am.what i thought was its going to be bored with just the two of us,no!it was fun thou.talk and talk non stop.talking about lots and lots of things.we decided to watch how"TRAVIS PASTRANA" and how he became famous from a freestyle rider to a rally driver.cool and dope shit!so acoy went to looked at his stuff over the net while i had to make an overseas call.she answered,critisizes me and what i've done today.wth.makes u no diff dearie.lol.talked for hours,and as usual we had some mushy2 talk and dirty talks over the phone.haha.i missed her badly,its like we met for like once after getting back together and she have to went back to k.l.told me she's not even coming back here,well who knows it is just her saying.and feelings started to grow even more than it use to be,am i ready to accept her flaws and all back once more?or things should be just the way it is now?can't lose u once more,not anymore,again and again.i dont wanna destroy it once more and u being in some other people possesion.hoping to make a wise decision in future when the time comes.

sorry for not turning up for yest pit

2009-05-03T17:54:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a blast,ever since 7 days i've not step on those jess up grips and preduce board,and now!
(TRKT)
woke up in the morning and waiting for syed to text coz we've plan earlier last night that we would head to bishan again to skate at the park once more,so waited till 10 and yet no one text and suddenly,a far far away friend texted,reading with a wide smile,such good words to receive early morning,that's why she makes my day everyday by sending me up text msges,so i receive a call from syed ask was ask to get ready to head to bishan.oh yeah!the moment i've been waiting for these few days.met upp with syed and suwaidi then head off to mrt station and meet up with farid and nin,while skating to the mrt station and suddenly i saw this ledge which i once tried sliding during my younger days of skating so we stopped and i said i wanna try it once more,tried for a couple of times,almost landed but since the ledge is destroying my wheels apart so i decided to stop.after meeting up this the rest of the guys.off to bishan we go.skated there like mad.launching here and there.sun starting to set down.sat and chatted with the guys and planned out where to head next,so town it is.but first need to fill my stomach with some great food.went to "sakura" and ate.just the food i need :).to fullerton then and skated till 3am.one hell of a day but it was fun though.ended up going home with such heavy rain and bruises shield and heels.

LABOUR DAY!

2009-05-01T13:41:00.003+08:00

ended my day well yest as everyone was with me but i was not with everyone(talking on the phone)lol.
we talk for hours dude,craps and shits,laughed and abit of advising from me to her.lol,she doesn't seem to concentrate on what we're talking either.as soon as she got bored with what im saying she'll just kept quiet or either says"ermm"coz she's happily concentrating on her laptop,weak ah u,cant even multi task.lol,so we talked from 12 plus till it reaches 5am.its been a while since we talked this long,and the funny part was we recall when we were together in r'ship our conversation wouldnt even last up to an half hour.haha.talked to daryan also,so cute the way he talked to me and called me "uncle payam"wth.lol.after talking to him for awhile suddenly he says"ini uncle lan ke?"LAGI WTH?!?!?hahaha.well small kiddos.have i been bad in r'ship when i was with her??she says that i've not complimented her while we were together,its so not true darlink,i did complimented u on alot of things its just that u did not even noticed me doing that,and much2 more things u didnt notice on some other issues.so when the time comes its ur turn to say"TAK PERNAH U BAIK2 DGN I GINI EH"am i that cruel to ya?well no point being a good listener while ur bad at observing things in life,true?alot of things i've learnt throughout being with her and some improvising to be done.this is just the only way to maintain our friendship.to stay this way.but....will it be for long????

:( off to kl u go :(

2009-04-29T16:01:00.006+08:00

while sleeping suddenly my hp sounded as i received a text msg and hoping it was her,and it is her!saying"morning kudutz!!im off to kl..c ya..mish ya!!"so thinking that she's moving off any time soon so i decided to text her and see if i am lucky enough to get through her before leaving,she replied saying that she's moving off tonight,so the texting continued,critisizing each other,comments about both of us,fairy tales stories to be heard from her as usual,this and that....bla,bla,bla...slowly,knowing the truth out of her for after so long,she says that im still in her heart and nothing could change that,is it just a saying to make me feel secure?or just messing around?well after a couple of msges thats where i know how she felt towards me,everything has change between us.how i wished i've known u now not then so that i'll not go through what im going through now,it hurts real bad everytime i tend to recall everything,damn.i just love u too much and that's why this feeling just cant be erase from me.
i wanna forget u totally but no,u keep messing up in my mind!why?!?!why u?why cant i move on with some other girls???u messed up my life totally.why cant we just be like normal couples and instead being apart as time to time.i feel grateful n appreciated for u being apart of me and my life.i hope there is a happy ending to us in the end.thats what im hoping now.

happy birthday lady lala!!

2009-04-28T13:21:00.002+08:00

as the hours flew before it reaches 12 midnight,feeling bad for not getting her any gifts for her birthday,im totally broke dude!damn!but i promised her that i would make a raincheck on getting her presents later on.there it goes watch clock at 12am and soon the date sets in at 280409.quickly grab my phone to text her and her friend phone just in case she didnt receive my text on her phone.but still silence occur after texting,no reply.guess she's out celebrating with her friends.i decided to give it one last go after that its up to her whether on replying or not,as soon as i reached home i received a text from her using her friend hp,so we texted and she told me that she was at grandlink with her friends celebrating and it was unexpected that her ex or watsoeva had planned her birthday and gave her a surprise,but indeed she told me that however she doesnt want to mit him and somehow she would fly off to tamp to meet me and its like whatever dude.soon however they went to shenton way to party world to "karaoke"wit her "ex-bf"and friends.its like they are having some good time together or shit.but still the texting keeps going on and then she called me and we had a short conversation and hung up.as she promised to call me as soon as she's done.waited till fell asleep,looks like she's njoying her birthday,thats good for her.
(fuck up feelings)
ever felt like shit running through ur entire body when the other party is messing with your feelings.it sucks dude.especially for me,confusing,complicating situations right now,she doesnt want any commitment right now,so dont pin on any hopes for me,ignore me please,i dont want to feel anymore any of those feeling once shattered every bits n pieces of me,yes i do love you but i dont wanna get trap in ur world animore with ur lies and everything but the other side of me just love u too much and cant avoid the positives feelings for u.what shall i do?

snappy day for me

2009-04-26T17:07:00.003+08:00

woke up at my bed looking right next to me,saw a familiar face sleeping right next to me,is it for real?or am i just imagining things?slowly i kiss her forehead and playing with her hair and hell yes it was her :) the one thing i would imagine everyday before going to sleep."how happy i would be to have her to be right next to me whenever i need her yet missing her so much"it just felt so right hugging her,kissing her yet cuddling with her.and the only one thing that might be confusing me till now,i guess she wouldnt want any commitment at the moment as what she's been through recently."be single she said to me and she will be too"i was liked wth?hmm.clueless on what her saying's are.but was one sure worth it spending time with her the whole entire day with her till talking tripping and sleepy moments,lol.went to have dinner with her and after so long she did it again,scolded me for something that is not right with her food,damn i had it when she does that to me and even i insisted on changing it fer her and there she goes throwing tantrums all over me,well somethings do never change.but somehow i do feel sad for seeing such huge change in her,so skinny!ishk!some boyfriend u call,giving or taking d***s to your gf.that just wont do for me,not my style dude!hope she'll eat herself to the word FAT.lol.the word skinny does not suit you dear.so eat more!!
(STONED)
after sending her off to shirin's decided to chill my day off with my friends,chatted,laughed,criticised people around us.haha.waited till midnight till we found ourselves a drown spot where we could drown ourself.and there acoy goes rolling and grinding that shit up.we SMOKED!i was drowning myself to that place,tripping here and there.what the fcuk!split sec i recall myself talking to someone and then off i go to another place.i am fucked up man!people laughing!alot of voives running throuh my ears yet no one is talking!haha.felt good.went to mc'd to grab food to eat.as it the stoned cuts down a lil and finished our food,rolled more joints and smoke!time passes that fast as it soon reaches 5.30 am,headed home stonely and stone myself off till 9am till i felt asleep.hell of a day!
(credits:azroy'v)

tripping candies

2009-04-21T20:06:00.002+08:00

yesterday was fill with fun and tripping day for me and acoy,acoy ask me to accompany him to marina square to "ED HARDY" shop coz he wanted to buy some cool shirt over,so we decided to head to SMU for a while to meet up wit an old fren to grab some goodies stuff and head to marina,well as we arrived there not even a single sign of ed hardy shop then i told acoy why not we head to town in order we are at around town,so we took the bus to town and find a nice spot to drink our tonic energy drink and here we go making stoopid faces once we drank it,hahaha.
(ED)
reached heeren and window shopped around the mall and head to ed hardy,acoy bought this cool shirt for $200 plus man,fcuking cool shirt he got,but a hassle to take care of the shrit coz it has alot of so called sequins on the shirt,afterthat we went to cinelesuire to watch 17 again,as for me the story was damn boring or its just that because that we've consume those things and make us felt uneasy while watching the movie,both of us were fidgetting on the seats.hahaha,show ended we took the cab home and there i go tripping away at home and while sleeping.wth!!
(HARDY)

"sunday"skateboard gathering day

2009-04-20T11:50:00.003+08:00

SUNDAY
started of my day waking up early at 11,coz its east coast skatepark today! for the second time im gonna skate there,meet syed at 4 at his place and off we head to east coast,reached there settle down and syed and don started sk8ing oreadi as which i need to wait for farid to get hold on my new girl deck(rick mccrank)as time flies and its already 5 pm and still no sign of farid then suddenly he came with yan.quickly took out my tool and started fix my trucks onto my new deck and off i go strolling in the park first.nazeer and wan johor and their peeps were there too.stated off first trys over at euro gap doing a frontside flip and as for the THIRD try i pulled it off!!now off to the flatbar coping landed a(lipslide,k-grind,tailslide,5-0,last but not least nollie backside lip)damn i still need to improve on all tricks in order to catch up with all the good sk8ers,but must admit it,its good enough for at what i am now as i only skated for 5 mths up till now.lightning started to sound and black clouds started drawing near us!damn its gonna rain any minute now and for my last try i tried a big handrail flatbar for a noseslide!pooff!!landed!!
(TRKT)
all of us walked away from the sk8park and went to this hawker centre to eat our dinner,we bought stingray,veggies,squids and barbeque chicken.one hell of a dinner dawg.as soon as we finish eating and heard a good news from(chai)as he said that there light over at sunplaza!we quickly head there to sk8 as its been quite a long time since we skated there.felt happy that theres no one at sunplaza only the four of us including zamir the late comer,skated till late and suddenly farid came up with this idea on playing a game,whoever do a fakie big flip and landed 5 tries is the winner yet the last person who finish off must"BOGEL!!!!"wakakaka,have always love this type of games but hate end up being the loser,hahaha,who does right?so,4 of us played and guess what i was the only one who had 1 out of many tries and the rest have reached like 3 to 4 attempts already,so i catch up with the rest and only left wit me and elfie standing,and we was equalise by 4 me and 4 elfie only last try dude,and farid say that this last trick must not be scatchy and like always do i won!!!haha.yeah!!jeng3!!another nude skater at sunplaza including a photoshoot,haha
(TRKT)
finish our day at around 12 plus and head home,with bruise heel,cramp legs,bruise knee cap with all those sk8ing injuries.but it was fun thou,worth for it!!
(TERRORKOTA)

funniest scene ever!!

2009-04-17T15:18:00.002+08:00

(ikin)
yesterday was a wonderful bright sunny day which four of us hang out over at tampines 1 which recently open,so i azroy,ikin and k.kong loitered at the new mall,nothing much there,the mall was quite cramp as everyone was walking in the mall and there's this one shop at t1 called "uniqlo" was damn pack with people queing outside,well it is a famous japan apparels and s'poreans are such kiasu people to check it out.
(is)
after that we decided to head to tamp mall and century square to find a spot to eat our dinner so we headed to food culture to get our dinner.after eating we headed out to the smoking area out to get a puff of ciggys,after smoking we head right back in,and this is the funny part starts,"ikin the bengman" was walking right towards the glass door where he was supposed to push it open but his stoopidness came that day,he walked right through without even noticing that glass panel right infront of him and then,BANG!!!hitting his forehead at the glass panel.hhahahaahaha,fcuk man,what was he thinking?!?!?"tu la nk step cool lagi depan pompuan!"hahaha,everyone in the food court look at him and started laughing their hearts out and same goes for me and acoy,damn!!hahaha,he walked out the food court quickly as he was embarrased to the max!!i laughed till i get stomach cramps and till now when i recall the incident i would giggle all by myself!
(the biggest bengman ever!!!)

guess who's back!

2009-04-15T14:56:00.001+08:00

been gone for a period of time,alot of things to settle out for,no work no money yet no talk.lessons are only once a week for the time being,every day is such a stressful life for me to encounter as day passes by,had fun over the weekend,was out with a whole bunch of fun peeps to sentosa and most valued fren mr azroy'v,we swim,smoked,laughed,tripped and stuck in a bad weather but most important thing everyone enjoyed themself.
(PoKeRfAcE)
met someone whom i really miss since she's gone,very saddening moment for me,first of all she looked like bamboo stick for god sake,lol secondly same old pretty bitch,hahaha.hmm,kinda awkward for me tho but i'll get use to it after a few minutes,after all what's there to be ashame about meeting ur ex's,talk about the past we faced and bout the present relationship she's having right now,well for what i see she's really happy with the person she is with right now,and thats good to hear too but it might hurt sometimes in there,but i'm happy for her,as long that she's happy with her decisions and choices she make in life,most shocking news was she's gonna get engage this june,wth right??that's kinda hard for me to take it man,what would u feel if the woman u love most is getting engage or married.well maybe some things are not meant to be ours for life.
(sHiTfAce)
while waiting for syed to arrived,this is the ample time i could use to blog ever since i've not been blogging for mths!!
will be back real soon,watch out for me ya:)

2009-04-11T04:11:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating.
Laptop down. Will be back soon.
:)

2009-03-01T15:32:00.003+08:00

well here i am again updating my post like every once a mth,not that i dun wanna post anything here its just that dont hv the free time to,been busy skating and preparing my stay at raffles hospital,damn its gonna be bored.but its worth it thou,10days there wth.

MONEY

well its true money makes the world go round and at the same time money can change people too and make a big topic out of it,don't really understand why??try having lots and lots of money and see who will stand by ur side,almost the whole world,once u go bankrupt averything will be gone in an instance,but i don't believe in that,as for me money is no big issue at all.if i hv the extra cash for surely i'll spend on my peeps coz thats what makes me happy seeing my friends happy too but as for some people once they hv the money they will lost their sense of friendship and furthermore will choose who they gonna mix around with,well human nature i guess.haiz.

NEW SET UP

got my new set up that is my venture pj ladd pro model trucks,ted degros momentum wheels,luck bearings and bamboo board!!hell yeah!!

FRIENDS

really miss hangin out wit acoy and mamat together,well as for mamat now he inspired of becoming a pasir gudang spark rider!!tk habis2!!tk serik2!!haiz,nanti dah kena tangkap as usual ckp"bkn salah aku sial,bodoh nye police!"wakakaka.repent la idiot!!!as as for mr thousandaire azroy is busy with his so called stoneveryday pt ltd business getting stone every single second till he forget who his real friends are,well hope that he's happy on what he's doing right now and don't be a spendthrift ya:)

<-end->

it ends here for now will be beack real soon:)

2009-02-07T18:37:00.002+08:00

geez!its been ages since i updated my blog,its not like i get to use the laptop everyday or what,mom have been busy using the laptop for her so called bussiness thingy,so here i am on saturday evening at home lazying around and not hanging out no more with people.with nothing much to do at home my daily routines are sk8 every two days and off one day,thats what im gonna do now,things are not what it used to be like last year,screaming,shouting,disturbing,enjoying every single day wit nalo and peeps,things seems to be more far apart since the new year started.what has become of them or me???but wth still got mamat and azroy with me whenever we're bored,this is what i call true frens being together with ya no matter what problems you are facing.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2009-01-21T13:20:00.001+08:00

I'AM BACK IN ACTION!!

LAPTOP FULLY RECOVERED!!

YEEPEDIYEAH!!!YEEPEDIYAYEAH!!!

2009-01-04T13:13:00.002+08:00

3rd JANUARY 2009

forced myself to wake in the morning coz im in the morning shift,was damn tired from the meet up for NASH burfday and we drank along esplanade theathre wit audrey,aidil,tashir,amin....and zaki was drinking the river water as he liked sea water so much...lol...the funnny part was aidil!!only drank one long tin of baron and as if he drank a whole barrel of baron man!!!his eyes were redish and watery like drunkard apek.haha.so i was the only one who drank stout,when offered to the rest of the guys to drink it they rejected my stout,bodoh!!stout is good for ur health!!u'll be freshen up if u wake up the next day,seriously!

4TH JANUARY 2009

as usual woke up head to el-sheikh and same old shits happening over there pple quarreling here and there and some dont agree with each other,wth,got a call from nalo and saying that he's coming over with acap and the gengs,so decided to reserved some seats for them as which sat was a packed day at workplace or thhey might not have a comfy place to sit on...took them an hour to walk from bugis station to pahang st which those stoopid pple did not noe which way to walk...hahaha...soo they arrived,taken order smoke shesha and took photographs

and the furious thing was i made them an extra"kepala"and suddenly the wanted to go home...idiot!!!...4hrs later......got pay head home with peeps smoke a bunch of meth continously till my tone of voice became hoarse and formal...damn now i am damn refreshing and awake for the hours to come but still after work i need to go home straight coz its my ferst day at hugo boss tmr!!!!yeah!!!yiopeeee!!

first post in 2009

2009-01-02T15:03:00.002+08:00

HOLA 2009!!!

the whole of 2008 sucks especially in between the ferst few mths but as for the last 3 mths was a blast,made new bunch of crazy bunch of friends(nalo,zaki,ryan,gadget,arep,acap,down nad the rest of d[o_o]b crews and ssl crew.

if it wasnt for u guys i wouldnt be standing to where i am right now and hoping to meet u guys more often aite since im starting work already over at hugo boss,c ya peeps around okies!!!

goofy apek

2008-12-25T13:58:00.003+08:00

(CHRISTMAS)

was awake by my younger bro and they bid me farewell coz they are heading to genting with their foster dad :( kinda lonely without having them around in the house but will see them soon in a week time:)

23RD DEC WED(CHRISTMAS EVE)

stoopid me,i was suppose to go for my "HUGO BOSS" training but in fact i didnt turn up for that training,omg!i overslept till 9.15.and my training was supposed to be at 8am,hahaha...my GM was pissed off with me and ask me why didnt i came for the training,so as usual i gave her a goo unreasonable excuses saying that i had to work morning shift over at my current job right now.hahaha"alasan tk pernah sabar sak"but well her stupidness to believe in such excuse she plot me in another training slot which i must go for sure!!no more excuses this time or say bye bye to "HUGO BOSS" for good!!:)

(apek)

so decided to on my and check out who's online so i managed to find azroy v online,he's nvr been up so early as i do normally,well no wonder he woke up that early coz he was awake by his long distance gf who has been to dubai for training,so sad of him,have to wait for six mth for his gf to come back to s'pore,well he told me he'll wait but we'll see if he aint that flirt type who mess around...lmao!!

(so)

after chatting i decided to ask acoy to head to town to go shopping!!!and yeah we headed to town and i bought this farking cool shirt and a boot cut jeans.so we decided to take bus to work after that and one more stop is our turn to alight the bus over at bugis station bus stop and the moment we alight the bus and suddenly there was this one "APEK!" walking along the curb here acoy was alighting then he was like mumbling in a squeaky tone"oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi !!!"hahaha...i and azroy laugh out loud untill the whole crowd at the bus stop looked at us,was damn embarrased thou but i could not control myself,we laugh all the way to the traffic light as which people will think we are the crazy insane people..haha..

(funny)

start off with same old boring work,but the best part was there was this alot of chicks whick came to my workplace,wuhoo!!christmas eve wat of course,place was full house!wanted to to get one of the gurls num but in the end "kena wueeek!!!!"hahaha...4 in the row sia...hahaha...well its just that my astrology this month is not that good i guess???hahaha....well maybe im a beast but who knows there a beauty might come to get me one day.hahahahah...

(chow sinchi)

people that i miss

2008-12-24T14:19:00.003+08:00

I MISS....

NALO(anak ahli bomba)

RYAN(botak head)

ZAKI(kacang)

GADGET(chip knee boy)

DOWN(HMMM??)

JOAN(midget)

SYZA(nonsense eh)

AREP(budah shialll)

ACAP(JADIKKKK)

AND

ALL

THE

GUYS

MISS

LEPAKING

WITH!!!!!

somethings gonna change around here

2008-12-22T13:20:00.003+08:00

well hello peeps,have been away for someday and didnt even have the time to touch my laptop coz by the time i get home and im already in bed snoring my sleepless night away,i've never always been tired after work but nowadays it seems to have been a hectic day for me i normally do my rounds after work by checkin my mails etc but now..damn!!..

(friendster)

life...well....still goes on for me,just work work work!!but the good news is i got through an interview over at the airport for "HUGO BOSS"yeah!!back to square one i guess,but hopefully i'll make it through the airport pass police, if somehow i can think maturely in the past i would not hv done those unnescesary things and get "convicted!!!"seriously i farking regret every single thing that happen to me in the past,stoopidest fool ever lived on the face on this earth!!

(spam)

a new year is coming and hell yeah i loike it!!!!a new year and new resolution to make and that wil be......hmm still planning on it but as for what i know is not to make it up to that bitch ever again.trust me what have happen in the past i shall not rake it up ever again and im happily living in my own pace of life right now.

(sucks!)

team element(nalo,param,acoy)

2008-12-17T03:55:00.004+08:00

at last a dream came true for a item i've been longing for in my entire life,chad muska pro model deck!!yea!!it was monday afternoon when i meet up with mr nalo jengo to head to somerset to get his cool element deck,he was looking all over the rack for the deck that he like most but unfortunately nothing that was on the rack that he likes,but luckily yan took out some reserve deck that was reserve was somebody and the guy decided to give it in to nalo,lucky him!!!cool team edition deck he got there:)then after that we straight head to city hall to"interstate"to grab my idol deck which i've been longing since i skate :) finally the skater who i adore when i was young and finally get to use his deck,was overwhelm,dunno why.then we decided to have our dinner at long john and chill pill while talking behind pple back over at the top of city hall mrt...hahaha...norbit here and there!!!lolx...i suggest to nalo since we got our new deck why not we try to test machine our decks and he agreed to it and we ask mr down to join us skate at 12 midnight!!hahah,while heading home in the mrt i was like some young kid who had just got a big present from their parent,really!!i was acting like a small kid who cant wait to go home and try out my new deck,and that stupid nalo was laughing his ass off loudly in the train and i told him"eh serious sak,kalau aku excited about doing something or going anywhere the next day i cant sleep and will be awake for every few minutes and see what time is it,funny isn't it for a 23 yrs old guy to act in this childish way,as easy as i can say i grow old but nvr grow up!!hahaha...so we head back and fix our trucks and skate...was fun thou and Mr.Tony Tave(azroy V)decided to join us after work as which he already got his deck today!!cool!!3 elements deck!!so now we have a element team!!!hahaha...so that's all i got for this latest BREAKING NEWS bout our new deckc,see ya soon strangers and fellomates!!

which to choose???

2008-12-13T14:51:00.002+08:00

1ST PIC:my choice of deck infact it has already been reserved over at interstate,nice n simple:)

2ND PIC:my 2nd choice of deck but it has only in size 8.0!!my foot is not a giant foot uh!!so sad!!

3RD PIC:nalo thought it was cool having those skull deck

4TH PIC:ryan says that the deck is cute,but i kinda not like it,hahaha

2008-12-12T09:24:00.001+08:00

THIS IS THE DECK THAT BOARDS AND STUFF HAS AND IM NOT GOING TO CHANGE MY MIND TO BUY THIS DOPE SHIT COZ THIS DECK IS EVERYTHING THAT I WANTED!!!!

COOL OR WAT?!?!?!?!

the past one week updating

2008-12-12T07:12:00.002+08:00

well things have been going so smoothly all this few weeks for me,been working every single fucking day and it gonna make have a body breakdown,its true what azroy says"everytime when we woke up its already 4pm in the afternoon and its time for us to head to work.must admit it its fun working there but the time is just not suitable for what my age is!!!i am going to turn 23yrs old soon and still with no stable job??what will become of me in the future?!?!the stupidest mistakes i've done is to sacrifice my previous job as and "fashion advisor" was a total mess,if its not because of that bitch i'll would be still be working there and futheremore hv became a "senior fashion advisor"thanks to you"nadilah"this is what i've became right now,but i learnt from my biggest mistakes is nvr care about others unless u hv cared about yourself,once u trip u can always get back on your knees and realised the mistakes u've done but just dont rip where else there no chance for u to even open your eyes!!

(heaven and earth)

i am targetting my self to get a proper job by end of this year as i need to support myself from next year as my mom and dad is migrating over to canada,its so sad that i hv to see my parents leave but dad "akon" has got an offer there,they ask me to tag along there but what the hell im gonna be as over at canada???road sweeper?waiter??druglord??im damn confused right now about my life coz god has been giving me such task that i myself cant even resist :( is it because of influence??i guess not.whatever i do or be a bad person i'll will not drag any of my friends into the picture unless it goes with the majority,haha..it seems like working over at el-sheik its the same working at st james as a bartender like i used to work as,bored!!bored!!bored!! no night life all wasted to all my working hours.but i will still not give up on my skateboarding eventhought i got a stable job,i misused all my wasted 6 years becoming a waste,just to think of it what would i hv become if i didnt mix with bad company and just skate till now?would hv became a "progol" man!!but wat done is undone its too late to regret it now i'll just have to take it easy and not let history repeat itself,finally i am living happily and feeling with no despairs and heartbroken no more i hv already put everythink in the past and lead a brand new life with my new fellow crews all thanks to acoy for introducing me to them if it is not because of acoy and SSL CREW i dont noe what i have become or mix with other inappropiate companys!!thanks acoy,nalo,ryan,gadget,zaki,arep and much2 more!!without u guys i would not have led this happy and undisturbing life right now!!much appreciated!!:):):)

(in processing)

well right have been saving money to buy new decks,truck if enough and new bearings coz nalo is confisicating back his black panther!!!i will grant my own wishlist this mon or tues and skating all day long from there on,when there's no money to spend on i'll work for it:)yeah acoy and nalo will be getting new board soon also aproxximately same as when im going to buy it,as for zaki i bet he already laid his hand on his new burfday present that is his new board!!all of us got new board!!yeah!!!the game is on then!!

(shutting down)

this is what i've got for u guys at the moment as i'll get anything to blog about will appearing soon!!

see ya guys!!!

topped up!!

2008-12-05T03:14:00.002+08:00

2.15 am

reached home and straight head to the bathroom to wash off my oily legs!!!uneasy with those squishy2!!!stoopit oil and hummus!!!i dont know who the hell invented this oily based yellowish thick hummus!!its so uncool!! looks like someone who had just puke!!eEeEeEe!!

(@ werk)

nothing much happen at work as that small little midget acoy who loves to disturb me when im cleaning the kitchen,stoopid boy go and switch off the lights while im am cleaning!!without fail of switching off those damn lights!!,its kinda fun working with people that u are close with,somemore with those people.but so sad im quiting this job soon and get back to my fashion advisor job over at "hugo boss" for god sake im turning 23 by nxt year and still no stable job to live on?!?!?!but still skateboarding is my first priority when im working in the day,must plan my on shcedule on my off days to skate and so on,hoping not to fall in love with someone at the moment coz it really sucks when the time to get hurt that badly, im the kind of person who gives my all to my love ones and yet in the end their footprints came stepping all over my head!!so i am am a change person for now,no more mr nice guy!!now the other party have to listen to me not me listening to them if not off u go!!

(happy2)

yeah!!not working tmr so can go skating if the weather allows me to,hopefully,december is the fcuking mth that has been always raining and thunderstorm all over!!it demoralises me when everytime i hv the vibe to skate and yet suddenly the sun was covering with dark clouds,makes me feel down and thats the time when i dont hv the mood to skate,why!??!gv me a little piece of heaven will ya??and hoping that concave hair guy will skate tmr so i will get to meet him and the rest of the peeps:)

(jumpa habis)

thats it for now making myself a nice hot cup of hot chocolate and off i go to bed!!see ya nxt time!!thats all folks!!

feet hurts badly:(

2008-12-04T01:17:00.003+08:00

firstly,

my feet is damn painful!!

secondly,

meet up crew and skate at bedok!!

lastly!!

was so sad that didnt get the chance to meet that bob hair nalo :(

just got back with my sticky smelly fishy scented feet,lolx,body and leg is aching due to a week of not playing skateboard,was fun though even thou it hurt that bad..head to fengshan first then adventure park,been almost a week since i didnt lay my hands on my darling plywooded baby finally it was happy that i finally stood on top of her,she said to me it's been awhile since u played me or else i was abandon by u and got kept inside your storeroom the whole day:(

(SSL)

so we skate there untill those stingy government switch off the park lights at 10.00,head home with gadget ,chua and ryan where else the rest went home early,boring siak!!chill pill over at 7-11 at 844,and doing some catch up with ryan and gadget as zaki decided to head home otw to tamp...so we sat,chatting smoking and having wild imaginations while pretty hot chinese chicks went inside 7-11,lolx,omgz!!!there's this one chinese girl hwo had her whole left arm covered with tattoo,damn super fcuking cool shit!!pretty too btw!!cat von d idol i assume,lolx..after that while waiting for ryan mom's to escort him back home we decided to call it a day so we all went our separate ways and head back to our cages that is home :)

(SSL)

cigarettes getting expensive,more gantry are soon more to come,singapore is gonna get an economy crisis and downfall soon trust me,bombing here and there,the signs are near and every single day passes by we will all be history:)

and comes another chapter that is to face our own mistakes and sins,where he we shall meet one day!!

broht!!broht!!broht!!!

(puki btol pat umah pon kau nk ikot aku pe?!?!?!)

sense if intergrity

2008-12-01T03:34:00.000+08:00

have not been updating my blog lately been busy working every single day passes by,well this is the part when i say i start work once again,no friends!no skateboarding!nothing!!!been really fresh and energetic for the past few days,been eating alot too since then,always been finding for food even at work or when i get back from work.

(norbit)

the good news is i am not working today and meeting peeps to skate today if whoever is down there,and while walking back to home saw ryan riding bicycle wit an belo,smiled out wide when i saw ryan,of course its been quite a while since i last saw them and even for nalo have not seen him yet,called him just now and and he was feeling sick so arep accompanied him to the poly,hoping to meet him soon

(rasputia)

well i hope that things will get to the way it is like old times,seriously eventhough i knew ryan,nalo,zaki,gadet and peeps my life has been much2 better and improvised so much thing in me,but wat if i combine both of my peeps??would be a blast man...that would be for now coz i got no time to play wit my lappy and spent more time with my fellows frens!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It eNdEd fInALLY :)

2008-11-29T11:37:00.000+08:00

good morning to all my peeps:) been a wonderful peaceful night sleeping beside my beloved younger brother,was gone in a split sec as moment i came out from the shower and lighted up a joint and when the smell of that greeny wetty scent came out and puffed it as hard as i could and my whole bloodstream and veins from my eyes started popping out and my whole head was in a mess,stone shit dope!!whole room was fill with smoke!!!(UP IN SMOKE TOUR DUDE!!!) da da da da da!!smoke weed everyday!!

(vIvo)

chatted wit nalo fer awhile and open a topic which we hated most,was "TAKE DRUGS!!"well for as which as u people saw what i've updated in my past post was just words of expressions on everything,so dont accuse without having any evidence to make that person guilty and most of all never bad mouth bout our own friends,do guys feel orgasm or u dont hv any topics to talk about??get a life and DYOB!!get it?!?!

(city)

the saddest part was could not tag along with D[o_o]B to vivo today,must work3!!hated when thing comes to this situation when i dont have any time to spent with my friends..this is why i hate working!!no freedom at all!!no skateboarding!!nothing!!just intoxicated myself with shesha tobbacco all day long!!things changing,people changing!!hope it stays as it should be...hopefully...

(enjoi)

been happy these few days,because i get to mit nalo and peeps and got to text and chatted with iffah previous days...yeah:)!!

HeCtIc FaTiGuE tIrREd nEeD To hIbErNaTe!!

2008-11-28T15:34:00.000+08:00

didn't get much rest this two days,tired,my whole body is aching,spine aching,muscle cramps need a good rest to regain all my energy all over again...

(scream)

i keep asking myself everyday is it worth it doing all this meth,cocaine,coke,dhasedyl,aphetamine and herramine???its not kinda addictive to this dope shits but it is to let me relax myself and forget everything and make a clear mind on my freaking thick skull of mine,this whole fcuking nightmare will end soon as when the time comes to let me forget everything

(critical acclaim)

me & acoy

met nalo and crew to skate yest,wow!! and opening ollie over drain,poof!!fell like a jackfruit which just has been ripped from a tree off i go felling hard on the rough floor in front of the coffee shop,embarrased!!"u la nk step chad muska lagi pegang radio skate kan dah jatoh"lolx...so we skate at stage for a while as soon as the sunset down we head to the crampy birdhouse as there were so many peeps to skate wit but it was fun tho as which we had very lil space to skate on,end of the month must meet the mp session asking to widen the birdhse or build a mini skatepark over at tamp...nyahaha...afta skating head to our base which is 7-11 to refill our oil(BIG GULP) and head to r.c and slack and thats our day!!

(brompton cocktail)

head home with acoy and some peeps decided to stay over and burning those white dope rocks on the long roundy tube,once again hours passes they went back and for the grand finale its a railways fill of white substances on top of our hands and the keep on shouting"hey!!watcha waiting for dude?!?!come and give ur best snort on me"without hesitating we did it...damn...eveytink was in slo mo!!farking mofo dork arse!!well keep on tripping and tripping over at my place,lolx..instead of passing water to acoy i gave him my phone twice,farking stone...and come till the time now as i could not shut my eyelids as they are damn heavy...as for now i need to force myself to head to work as i must!!!!

(see u peeps around as i would be blogging again soon!!))

( seize the day)

hope to meet nalo and the gengbangs again soon!!

at last we meet up!!!!

2008-11-27T02:55:00.000+08:00

(five2)

upsetting day for me cancel my plans metting nalo and head straught to work but atlast got shoo off from work coz there's enough staff,so decided to head home and meet nalo,ryan,zaki,gadget,fate and nany.was excited to meet them cez its been a while since i saw them,happy sia!!!really miz them but finally my plan on metting them came to a good cause

(five)

so we slack ocer at r.c for a whiole and i decide to head back home to bring my girlfriend out that is my skateboard,lolx....its been five freaking days since i lay my hands on my "gf"s,so we proceed to stage to skate with down,cant even skate man...well it takes time for me to recover my tricks,,,watch out guys...i'll be back!!!the most funny part ws fate decide to pierce her in between nostrils...funny sia...her mucas was drooling all over her nose and tears dropping from her eyes...must be painful can see it through her face,but as usual nalo piercing was not straight so she decided to take it off i tink so...

(five2)

well its been a nice meet up with u guys hope we could slack more often in future sad news is i have to work this reaminder days till mon...sorry nalo...its for my good cause coa i need to save up money so we can spent on countdown and zaki burfday:)

(adios)well peeps till now my journal of life ends for today:)

see u soon my peep homies!!!!

bOn vOyAgE

2008-11-26T16:26:00.000+08:00

25 NOVEMBER TUES

start off my day by heading to work as usual,cancel off plan miting peeps since dat chua got r.c,reached work haf an hour late due to delivery of "ice box" to customer since we hitch a ride with wan bob so all of us was late,chef was so frustrated with me as in i was hoping around here and there...wakakaka...shouted "MUS!!MUS!!MUS!!" but i was happily smoking and drinking coke behind...lolx...

(fatherfunction)

was awake from my sleep cez that stoopid phone was vibrating underneath my pillow as which it was damn irritating,yea!!it was nalo who called me asking whether i m meeting up with them today as in hell yeah!!,mom and dad is heading to kl later as i need to send them off first :( wuhoo the whole house is in my control for these few days.something up my sleeves :p,its been raining for days!!hate it!!been having these mood swings coz of this stoopid rain...stop raining la!!!

(fatherfunctiion)

received bad news from my brother gf,amin had an accident over at india!!how did that happen to him,carelessness maybe but hope he's doing well and ok down there and he's coming back in a few days time:) out of words for now till we meet again!!!

tHoMaS AnD FrIeNdS

2008-11-25T03:23:00.000+08:00

was a hectic day for me yest,funny part was when i head back from work and decided to check my mails and etc...guess what??the moment i log in to msn and chat wit acoy for a while i freaking doze off suddenly...hahaha...and didnt even switch off my room lights and tv...

(monokuro)

well start off my day waking up and straight to the kitchen looking for food,hungry sia...then have a quick chat wit nalo,damn really miz him man...stoopid apocalypto bob hair guy!!!lolx sad thing was i promise him that i would join them to skate today but instead manager over at workplace ask me to work again the next day...tsk tsk...well of to work i go and as usual being the first one to arrive and wait for mr azroy the late comer to turn up,damn i hate waiting for people!!

(monokuro)

not being my own self lately these days,well things need to change around here.with my condition like this might ending life as soon as i thought...well let time tell and hopefully things would get better in time to come

(monokuro)

well guys hopefully i do hv the ample time to meet up wit u guys to skate and slack

good news was nalo went to school today..yea!! hope that his papa would return back his DSLR back to his possesion...ahahaha...

meet up wit ya guys soon!!!

(pak kan tot!!)

wat a fabolous day!!

2008-11-23T14:41:00.000+08:00

well hv not been updating my blog for the past 2 days...err

nov 22 14:30

one of my fren woke me up to head to "black engagement" and was so frustrated because of the stupid construction was making noise at 08.30 in the morning and i was damn shock so i was half awake from my sleep and cudnt slip till 12.00...

(chut2)

so we head to black house and meet up wit the rest of the homies there and the sad part was aim was caught up wit an accident wit kangkong on the way there at tampines mart,haha..stoopid fool!!raining still wanna ride motorbike! there u guys go!!injured!!hahaha...

(chut2)

receive a call from wan bob saying that whether i can come to his werkplace to cover one of his colleague that was missing in action...so i decided to work as im damn broke and im really in need of money to buy my new element deck!!!woot2!!

(chut2)

so sad that i couldnt join nalo n the peeps to cycling yest...but hopefully i could meet them on tues as i hv to work till mon...but still in remembering of nalo wanted to hv shesha tobbacco so i decide to take a tub of cherry tobbacco for him...yea!!smoke till u die!!!

nov 23 15.30

just came back from ehem2!!haha...

now getting ready for werk!!

work!work!work!!

but still skateboarding cums ferst!!!

see u on tues my fellowship of skate saje lar!!

(putang ninamo!!)

GETTING USE TO IT

2008-11-21T03:54:00.000+08:00

finally getting a hang on this blog already,now i know how to change those head title and etc...

ChAnGkOL poN ChAnGkOL LaRr!!!

2008-11-21T01:17:00.000+08:00

arggghh!!

(beef jerky)

my whole toe hurts like hell,well that ok just need 5 mins to auto heal myself.i really find it weird when everytime if i hurt myself on the leg badly i just need to rest for awhile and the pain will go in an instant...weird uh??i tink i possess "wolverine's" power or what??what a wild imagination i have...lol

(beef jerky)

for my new test drive of my new deck was not so cool,nose was damn huge like gnomes nose man,wth?!?!and the cute tail..wakaka..but still landed a nollie pressure and nollie 180 frontside pressure flip...cool or wat?!?!everyday got new tricks,like nalo say's"hari2 ade trick baru eh"lol...

(beef jerky)

its been two days zaki didnt came down to slack nor skate wit us guess his busy wit his school project and rock climbing these two days,hopefully he will turn up for skate at sunplaza tmr,and as for gadget i really pity him why does his parent keep on picking on him these past few days?its normal for parents to do that,well they just dont want us to go astray,well its gud to listen to them for sometimes but it can be quite irritating for time to come :)

(beef jerky)

fuch came down to slack wit us just now at stage and wondering how much has she owe me and nalo nasi lemak!?!?!?huh?huh?huh?nasi lemak lapan ratus ah shial!!!!

->E.L.E.M.E.N.T<-

another day and u'll be mine!!

2008-11-20T15:15:00.000+08:00

why do i dream and think of her all the time?!?!does she deserve my kindness all this while,sacrifice too much..this is what womens do to kind gentlemen is to step all over their heads

(mercy)

didnt went out to no where yesterday just head to kallang to get my new deck from "mamat"and head home to meet ryan,nalo and peeps and decidedd to grab something to eat at kadir

(mercy)

so the "didi" and the rest came to join us and ask us whether we wanted to play soccer later on at night and we agreed to it,but for the meantime i had to go to run some errands for ivan...well guess wat"dope's back!!!!" it's greeny and wetty!!

WoOdLaNd'S TrIp

2008-11-19T03:24:00.000+08:00

lets start of our day today

fuhyoo!!

peeps decided to go on a skate tour over at woodlands,so the funny part was wen i boarded the bus i decided to pay cash for the bus fare as which i didnt hv any "concession"hahaha...so i didnt know how much the fare was and i decided to put

$1.70 in the coin box and suddenly the bus driver ask me whre im heading to and like always with my goofy attitude i told the bus driver i wanted to go to "johor"lmao..and he quickly answer me with a shock face"no no no cannot"and nalo laugh his hearts out!!so freaking funny man...

yueeekk!!

waiting for amin over at woodlands interchange was so damn f******g long...haiz...hate late comers!!!when he arrived so we decide to skate at this huge basketball court as for wat i know the flooring was so pathetic...absorbant!!

yeehaw!!

as wat we all saw that woodland chick's was so damn hot man...its always like this when east sider saw the west sider its kinda diffrent...like nvr seen before...outrageous!!haha..but still some of their peeps are so outdated...lol...no offence dudes...wakaka...

closing !!

(achievements for the crew)

for myself(ollied down a distance eight steps down)

(fronside kide down)

nalo(varial heelflip down)

ryan botak(pop shuv it up)

fab kickflip up n down)fab fab fab!!!!!

gadget(pop shuv it tail grab bail down)crazee!!

zaki(ollied up stage)good job chua!!

achap(still in brainstorming on his trick)nice!!

chow anchou!!

well dat is wat i can think of to type now or which there is much more wich i've left out...shagged,fatigue!!!

days of our life

2008-11-18T01:01:00.000+08:00

fuuhhh!!!atlast got to use the laptop now...well a tiring day for me once again...life goes on for my skateboarding life....its kinda bored to skate everyday also...and it was irritating skating at stge wit those fly light who at tho bump on my sweating body...sembarang hentam je...craving for cooies n cream n finally got 3packets from 7-11...nyahaha...cant live life like this without werking man...kinda miss my working days...but if i go back to work i cant skate no more man!!boring!!!!well i hv to think this very thoroughly and decide wats good for me...

thanx nalo!!!

2008-11-17T06:39:00.000+08:00

omgz!!!this is my first post of all...well what can i say if i hadnt had nalo assisting me in this blog....my blog would hv been a blast....since its gonna be sunrise soon i guess i shud head to slip ryte now coz my eyelids are heavy boy....so see ya later int he afternoon...buhbye!!!!